I broke this post into two because of the number of pictures involved. If you’d like to read Part One, where I discuss more about why I did the “I am” project to begin with, what this project is all about, and see days 1-11, click here.
As I said before, take what resonates, leave what doesn’t, and let me know if you do a project of your own – @thenovelturtle on Instagram.
Day 12
I am kind. This one was hard to write. Not because I don’t think that I’m kind. I know I am. But because it feels conceited to say about myself.
Day 13
I am quite silly a lot of the time – around people that I feel comfortable with.
Day 14
I am worthy. I understand that my worth is not determined by anyone else. I determine my worth. A lesson that has taken me a long time to learn.
Day 15
I am unique. I purposely made this card simple for two reasons:
1) because I am unique, but not because I have brightly colored hair or because I wear clothes that stand out in a crowd (no offense to either of those types of people. Some of my favorite people in this world have yellow, pink, and blue hair, and dress in clothing that shows their full, wonderful personalities.) For the longest time, I thought this was what made someone a unique person…their willingness to stand out in a crowd. But what I’ve found, is that a lot of these people actually don’t love to stand out any more than I do. They just like to express themselves in these ways. I personally would much rather blend into a crowd most of the time, because I’m an introverted person who enjoys observing my surroundings. I dress the way I do because I like to.
What makes me unique is me. Just me. I am unique because I am the only me there is in this world. And whether I look like everyone else, or no one else, I’m still unique. Whether I do and say all of the same things that someone else says, or I’m their complete opposite, I’m still unique.
So, my leaving this card kind of plain, is my way of reminding myself that even if I dress “plainly” compared to some people, I am still unique because of who I am.
And 2) I don’t think there’s really anything that I can add to this beautiful postcard to enhance it. =)
Day 16
I am resilient. It may take me a little longer sometimes, but I generally bounce back from things pretty well.
Day 17
I am whole. I am already complete. I don’t need any specific person or thing to complete me. The people and things that I choose to have around me enhance my journey through this thing called life in many, many ways, but I am a whole person all on my own.
Day 18
I am loved. Today and every other day, simply because of who I am.
Day 19
I am grateful. For so many things in life. Today specifically…for sunshine, warmth, a beautiful view to look at while I’m waiting, birds, naps, and all of the people who love and support me.
Day 20
I am enough. Not because of what I do for anyone else, but because I exist. Even though sometimes I feel like a disaster in progress, I’m exactly who I need to be for exactly where I’m supposed to be.
Day 21
I am a lover of stories. Reading them, writing them, and hearing them. I believe that reading and hearing other people’s stories helps us along the way as we create our own.
Day 22
I am free. Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck. But I’m only truly stuck if I don’t allow myself to see the reality that I am free to move and change direction whenever I choose/need to.
Day 23
I am hopeful. Because I know that there are good things in the world. Because I know that there are good people in the world. And because I know that hard times don’t last forever.
Day 24
I am easy going. By nature, I am an easy-going person. But I finally learned that just because I’m easy going, doesn’t mean that I also have to be a doormat.
Day 25
I am perfectly imperfect. I learned a long time ago that perfection is an illusion. Especially considering everyone’s idea of perfection is completely different. But on days when I find myself still trying to grasp that illusion, I tell myself that I am absolutely perfect at one thing…being imperfect.
Day 26
I am never alone. To clarify, I’m actually alone quite a bit. I’m a true introvert who needs alone time to recharge my battery. But even when I’m physically alone, I know that I’m not alone in this world. I know that I’m not alone in the things I’m going through and feeling. I know that I am supported by all of those who care about me. I know that I am connected to beautiful people and beautiful things. It may take some time to come back to this fact (depending on the situation), but it’s one that I always do come back to.
Day 27
I am committed to finding magic. Even when things aren’t exactly how I want them to be, even while I’m still dreaming and planning and trying to bring those dreams into reality, there’s magic to be found. And if I can’t find the magic…I’ll create it.
Day 28
I am redefining my definition of the word progress. Sometimes things move more slowly, for a variety of reasons, and that’s ok. Even if I’m taking smaller steps, or even no steps for a bit, I’m still doing exactly what I’m supposed to in this moment. There’s power in the pause.
Day 29
I am inspired. By nature, happy mail, books, dreams, random quotes, and by seeing the creativity of others in all of the ways that it shows up.
Day 30
I am ME. With all of my strengths and all of my flaws. I am working each and every day to become a more and more authentic version of myself while giving myself grace along the way and remembering that I’m human.
Some of these pictures are more recent, and some of them are from years ago, but all of them show a piece of the whole. A piece of my personality, a snapshot of an accomplishment or a special moment, and/or things that I enjoy doing. Even though these are different time periods, these are all me through and through.
Over the years, I’ve tried being like other people and it never works because I am me and that’s the only person that I can genuinely be. It’s not always easy, and sometimes it’s downright scary, but I believe that in the end, it makes all the difference.
Thank you for being you, and for being here! Your being here matters a great deal more than you might ever know.